Wow only 14 days left…I feel like there’s so much I haven’t done that I want to do but I’m ok in putting those off. Now that I have my dorm and my roommate College feels so close and mine for the taking all I have to do is wait…just 14 more days.
I just can’t believe that I actually won. So much is different now, I feel like there’s completely new possibilities in my life now.
I feel like everything has changed in my mind ever since then. Like I got a taste of what the life was and I never want to let go. That gave me a sense into the future that I will enjoy for the next four years of my life and maybe more…Fuck, why did this have to happen to me now? I don’t know how I’m gonna focus on any shit now without just thinking, “what the fuck does this matter anymore, I’m so done with this shit and I’ve moved on from this place.” Eh…I don’t know when I’ll feel as happy again but I really hope it’s soon.
Last night was so fucking awesome! I’m pretty sore but I regret nothing at all! Hahaha
Damn it!!!!!!!!!! Why do these schools have to offer me so much to make my decision so much harder!?!
